About Me:
My friends and family tell me that I'm "one of the most wonderful people they've ever known". I hate it when they say that. Feels like I have to prove myself in some way to prevent disappointing everyone that I truly love. ANY HOW!!! I guess that all boils down to me being someone who worries about what the important people in my life think of me. What does that say about me? I haven't the foggiest freaking idea. Maybe you can enlighten me?
I envision myself as a Goddess of the Fairy Realm, a Gypsy Princess, a Witch, a true Motherly Soul that communes with both nature and all living creatures that surround me at any given moment. Some of my friends say they see these qualities in me. I think they are just humoring me most of the time but if you are going to have any kind of self image... at least mine is a hopeful one.
Nobody truly knows anyone else. This is a reality that keeps getting rammed into my head lately. But when I recently truly opened myself up to the concept.. I realized that nobody I know truly and I mean TRULY knows ME.. at least not my darker sides. I've shown glimpses to some over the years I'm sure but if I'm capable of some of my darkest impulses....then the thought of what others that are obviously more screwed in the head than I am.. what are they TRULY capable of. Far more than my imagination can handle I'm sure.
I absolutely adore cats. I have 4 of them currently. I love all animals but I'm definitely a pussy from way back! ;) And as they say, "like speaks to like". I guess this is a good time to mention that I am bi-sexual. I am also married to a wonderful man who is pictured with me on this profile. I love him dearly. I am completely open with my sexuality with him and he (in true typical male style) is completely supportive of me having a girlfriend.. "or even two" as my husband says. I keep telling him not to get his hopes up because I've never been very good at sharing!!! Comes from being an only child, I suppose.
I have a bit of a gypsy spirit. I'm always dreaming of the next place I want to live.. even before I've completely unpacked in my current "new" location. A soul that's never felt settled. I long for a time when I can move to either the Netherlands or some where in Italy some day. My husband is routing for the Netherlands, of course; but I'm holding out for Italy.
Music, Movies, Drawing, Passion, Sex, and Laughing until I cry would pretty much sum up my list of favorite pass times.
There is so much to know and discover with me. If you want to learn more, then contact me or check back to read my BLOG once I get it going.
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Favorite Music:
Well, I listen to whatever makes me feel good at the time so my taste is very eclectic. It's easier for me to tell you what I generally rule out all together.... I don't really care for rap or old honky tonk country.... but I'm open to most anything else., The Beatles, Jethro Tull, Frank Zappa, Little Feat, Eric Clapton (Cream & Derick and the Dominos specifically), Janis Joplin, Jimmy Hendrix, Bob Marley, The Who, Rolling Stones, Aerosmith, The Eagles, Genesis/Phil Collins, Cindi Lauper, David Bowie, Dave Matthews Band, Counting Crows, Evanescence (Oh my god, love Amy Lee), Green Day, Air, Alanis Morissette, Audioslave, Everclear, Filter, Foo Fighters, Damien Rice, Beck, Brobdingnagain Bards, ColdPlay, PortisHead, Live, NIN, Nirvana, Mae, Joss Stone, Me First and The Gimme Gimmes, Radiohead, Staind, PolyPhonicSpree, Pink Floyd, Stevie Ray Vaughan, Korn, Queens of the Stoneage, Tenacious D, Tom Petty, Sublime, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Sweet Lee Morrow, Tool, Weezer, Toad the Wet Sprocket, The Toadies, Ween, Stone Temple Pilots, The Donnas, Ugly Kid Joe, Thievery Corporation, Days of the New, Buckethead, and Black Oak Arkansas. Impossible to list them all. I'll add to the list as necessary. :)